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1、【儿童英文读物】The Door in the Wall And Other StoriesTHE DOOR IN THE WALL I One confidential evening, not three months ago, Lionel Wallace told me this story of the Door in the Wall. And at the time I thought that so far as he was concerned it was a true story. He told it me with such a direct simplicity o

2、f conviction that I could not do otherwise than believe in him. But in the morning, in my own flat, I woke to a different atmosphere, and as I lay in bed and recalled the things he had told me, stripped of the glamour of his earnest slow voice, denuded of the focussed shaded table light, the shadowy

3、 atmosphere that wrapped about him and the pleasant bright things, the dessert and glasses and napery of the dinner we had shared, making them for the time a bright little world quite cut off from every-day realities, I saw it all as frankly incredible. “He was mystifying!” I said, and then: “How we

4、ll he did it!. . . . . It isnt quite the thing I should have expected him, of all people, to do well.” Afterwards, as I sat up in bed and sipped my morning tea, I found myself trying to account for the flavour of reality that perplexed me in his impossible reminiscences, by supposing they did in som

5、e way suggest, present, conveyI hardly know which word to useexperiences it was otherwise impossible to tell. Well, I dont resort to that explanation now. I have got over my intervening doubts. I believe now, as I believed at the moment of telling, that Wallace did to the very best of his ability st

6、rip the truth of his secret for me. But whether he himself saw, or only thought he saw, whether he himself was the possessor of an inestimable privilege, or the victim of a fantastic dream, I cannot pretend to guess. Even the facts of his death, which ended my doubts forever, throw no light on that.

7、 That much the reader must judge for himself. I forget now what chance comment or criticism of mine moved so reticent a man to confide in me. He was, I think, defending himself against an imputation of slackness and unreliability I had made in relation to a great public movement in which he had disa

8、ppointed me. But he plunged suddenly. “I have” he said, “a preoccupation” “I know,” he went on, after a pause that he devoted to the study of his cigar ash, “I have been negligent. The fact isit isnt a case of ghosts or apparitionsbutits an odd thing to tell of, RedmondI am haunted. I am haunted by

9、somethingthat rather takes the light out of things, that fills me with longings . . . . .” He paused, checked by that English shyness that so often overcomes us when we would speak of moving or grave or beautiful things. “You were at Saint Athelstans all through,” he said, and for a moment that seem

10、ed to me quite irrelevant. “Well”and he paused. Then very haltingly at first, but afterwards more easily, he began to tell of the thing that was hidden in his life, the haunting memory of a beauty and a happiness that filled his heart with insatiable longings that made all the interests and spectacl

11、e of worldly life seem dull and tedious and vain to him. Now that I have the clue to it, the thing seems written visibly in his face. I have a photograph in which that look of detachment has been caught and intensified. It reminds me of what a woman once said of hima woman who had loved him greatly.

12、 “Suddenly,” she said, “the interest goes out of him. He forgets you. He doesnt care a rap for youunder his very nose . . . . .” Yet the interest was not always out of him, and when he was holding his attention to a thing Wallace could contrive to be an extremely successful man. His career, indeed,

13、is set with successes. He left me behind him long ago; he soared up over my head, and cut a figure in the world that I couldnt cutanyhow. He was still a year short of forty, and they say now that he would have been in office and very probably in the new Cabinet if he had lived. At school he always b

14、eat me without effortas it were by nature. We were at school together at Saint Athelstans College in West Kensington for almost all our school time. He came into the school as my co-equal, but he left far above me, in a blaze of scholarships and brilliant performance. Yet I think I made a fair avera

15、ge running. And it was at school I heard first of the Door in the Wallthat I was to hear of a second time only a month before his death. To him at least the Door in the Wall was a real door leading through a real wall to immortal realities. Of that I am now quite assured. And it came into his life e

16、arly, when he was a little fellow between five and six. I remember how, as he sat making his confession to me with a slow gravity, he reasoned and reckoned the date of it. “There was,” he said, “a crimson Virginia creeper in itall one bright uniform crimson in a clear amber sunshine against a white

17、wall. That came into the impression somehow, though I dont clearly remember how, and there were horse-chestnut leaves upon the clean pavement outside the green door. They were blotched yellow and green, you know, not brown nor dirty, so that they must have been new fallen. I take it that means Octob

18、er. I look out for horse-chestnut leaves every year, and I ought to know. “If Im right in that, I was about five years and four months old.” He was, he said, rather a precocious little boyhe learned to talk at an abnormally early age, and he was so sane and “old-fashioned,” as people say, that he wa

19、s permitted an amount of initiative that most children scarcely attain by seven or eight. His mother died when he was born, and he was under the less vigilant and authoritative care of a nursery governess. His father was a stern, preoccupied lawyer, who gave him little attention, and expected great

20、things of him. For all his brightness he found life a little grey and dull I think. And one day he wandered. He could not recall the particular neglect that enabled him to get away, nor the course he took among the West Kensington roads. All that had faded among the incurable blurs of memory. But th

21、e white wall and the green door stood out quite distinctly. As his memory of that remote childish experience ran, he did at the very first sight of that door experience a peculiar emotion, an attraction, a desire to get to the door and open it and walk in. And at the same time he had the clearest co

22、nviction that either it was unwise or it was wrong of himhe could not tell whichto yield to this attraction. He insisted upon it as a curious thing that he knew from the very beginningunless memory has played him the queerest trickthat the door was unfastened, and that he could go in as he chose. I

23、seem to see the figure of that little boy, drawn and repelled. And it was very clear in his mind, too, though why it should be so was never explained, that his father would be very angry if he went through that door. Wallace described all these moments of hesitation to me with the utmost particulari

24、ty. He went right past the door, and then, with his hands in his pockets, and making an infantile attempt to whistle, strolled right along beyond the end of the wall. There he recalls a number of mean, dirty shops, and particularly that of a plumber and decorator, with a dusty disorder of earthenwar

25、e pipes, sheet lead ball taps, pattern books of wall paper, and tins of enamel. He stood pretending to examine these things, and coveting, passionately desiring the green door. Then, he said, he had a gust of emotion. He made a run for it, lest hesitation should grip him again, he went plump with ou

26、tstretched hand through the green door and let it slam behind him. And so, in a trice, he came into the garden that has haunted all his life. It was very difficult for Wallace to give me his full sense of that garden into which he came. There was something in the very air of it that exhilarated, tha

27、t gave one a sense of lightness and good happening and well being; there was something in the sight of it that made all its colour clean and perfect and subtly luminous. In the instant of coming into it one was exquisitely gladas only in rare moments and when one is young and joyful one can be glad

28、in this world. And everything was beautiful there . . . . . Wallace mused before he went on telling me. “You see,” he said, with the doubtful inflection of a man who pauses at incredible things, “there were two great panthers there . . . Yes, spotted panthers. And I was not afraid. There was a long

29、wide path with marble-edged flower borders on either side, and these two huge velvety beasts were playing there with a ball. One looked up and came towards me, a little curious as it seemed. It came right up to me, rubbed its soft round ear very gently against the small hand I held out and purred. I

30、t was, I tell you, an enchanted garden. I know. And the size? Oh! it stretched far and wide, this way and that. I believe there were hills far away. Heaven knows where West Kensington had suddenly got to. And somehow it was just like coming home. “You know, in the very moment the door swung to behin

31、d me, I forgot the road with its fallen chestnut leaves, its cabs and tradesmens carts, I forgot the sort of gravitational pull back to the discipline and obedience of home, I forgot all hesitations and fear, forgot discretion, forgot all the intimate realities of this life. I became in a moment a v

32、ery glad and wonder-happy little boyin another world. It was a world with a different quality, a warmer, more penetrating and mellower light, with a faint clear gladness in its air, and wisps of sun-touched cloud in the blueness of its sky. And before me ran this long wide path, invitingly, with wee

33、dless beds on either side, rich with untended flowers, and these two great panthers. I put my little hands fearlessly on their soft fur, and caressed their round ears and the sensitive corners under their ears, and played with them, and it was as though they welcomed me home. There was a keen sense

34、of home-coming in my mind, and when presently a tall, fair girl appeared in the pathway and came to meet me, smiling, and said Well? to me, and lifted me, and kissed me, and put me down, and led me by the hand, there was no amazement, but only an impression of delightful rightness, of being reminded

35、 of happy things that had in some strange way been overlooked. There were broad steps, I remember, that came into view between spikes of delphinium, and up these we went to a great avenue between very old and shady dark trees. All down this avenue, you know, between the red chapped stems, were marbl

36、e seats of honour and statuary, and very tame and friendly white doves . . . . . “And along this avenue my girl-friend led me, looking downI recall the pleasant lines, the finely-modelled chin of her sweet kind faceasking me questions in a soft, agreeable voice, and telling me things, pleasant thing

37、s I know, though what they were I was never able to recall . . . And presently a little Capuchin monkey, very clean, with a fur of ruddy brown and kindly hazel eyes, came down a tree to us and ran beside me, looking up at me and grinning, and presently leapt to my shoulder. So we went on our way in

38、great happiness . . . .” He paused. “Go on,” I said. “I remember little things. We passed an old man musing among laurels, I remember, and a place gay with paroquets, and came through a broad shaded colonnade to a spacious cool palace, full of pleasant fountains, full of beautiful things, full of th

39、e quality and promise of hearts desire. And there were many things and many people, some that still seem to stand out clearly and some that are a little vague, but all these people were beautiful and kind. In some wayI dont know howit was conveyed to me that they all were kind to me, glad to have me

40、 there, and filling me with gladness by their gestures, by the touch of their hands, by the welcome and love in their eyes. Yes” He mused for awhile. “Playmates I found there. That was very much to me, because I was a lonely little boy. They played delightful games in a grass-covered court where the

41、re was a sun-dial set about with flowers. And as one played one loved . . . . “Butits oddtheres a gap in my memory. I dont remember the games we played. I never remembered. Afterwards, as a child, I spent long hours trying, even with tears, to recall the form of that happiness. I wanted to play it a

42、ll over againin my nurseryby myself. No! All I remember is the happiness and two dear playfellows who were most with me . . . . Then presently came a sombre dark woman, with a grave, pale face and dreamy eyes, a sombre woman wearing a soft long robe of pale purple, who carried a book and beckoned an

43、d took me aside with her into a gallery above a hallthough my playmates were loth to have me go, and ceased their game and stood watching as I was carried away. Come back to us! they cried. Come back to us soon! I looked up at her face, but she heeded them not at all. Her face was very gentle and gr

44、ave. She took me to a seat in the gallery, and I stood beside her, ready to look at her book as she opened it upon her knee. The pages fell open. She pointed, and I looked, marvelling, for in the living pages of that book I saw myself; it was a story about myself, and in it were all the things that

45、had happened to me since ever I was born . . . . “It was wonderful to me, because the pages of that book were not pictures, you understand, but realities.” Wallace paused gravelylooked at me doubtfully. “Go on,” I said. “I understand.” “They were realitiesyes, they must have been; people moved and t

46、hings came and went in them; my dear mother, whom I had near forgotten; then my father, stern and upright, the servants, the nursery, all the familiar things of home. Then the front door and the busy streets, with traffic to and fro: I looked and marvelled, and looked half doubtfully again into the

47、womans face and turned the pages over, skipping this and that, to see more of this book, and more, and so at last I came to myself hovering and hesitating outside the green door in the long white wall, and felt again the conflict and the fear. “And next? I cried, and would have turned on, but the co

48、ol hand of the grave woman delayed me. “Next? I insisted, and struggled gently with her hand, pulling up her fingers with all my childish strength, and as she yielded and the page came over she bent down upon me like a shadow and kissed my brow. “But the page did not show the enchanted garden, nor t

49、he panthers, nor the girl who had led me by the hand, nor the playfellows who had been so loth to let me go. It showed a long grey street in West Kensington, on that chill hour of afternoon before the lamps are lit, and I was there, a wretched little figure, weeping aloud, for all that I could do to restrain myself, and I was weeping because I could not return to my dear play-fellows who had